The following are letters to my daughter, Ellie, who was born premature, 4 months too early. They document her many months stay in the NICU, her trials, and the emotional struggles of her mother and I.
Saturday, February 8, 2014
Light Through the Fog
Dear Ellie,
Oh, I forgot to mention yesterday that we saw both of your eyes open! Not a lot, by the way, just two groggy, little black orbs through slits in your eye lids. What was strange was that instead of me looking down at you, I saw it through your eyes, looking up at us. And what did I see? Well, my wish to perceive things in a romanticized way was overruled by my impulse to see things rationally. I know that your eyes and occipital lobe are too undeveloped to see much more than vague hues of light. So no, I didn't see the smiling faces of your mother and I. Instead, when you peeked into the world, it looked like a burst of light through the fog.
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